Wiser in some ways.
That's what it could be.
Why did I choose to spend the time that is inevitable with thinking about the lines on my face, the size of my thighs, the way my makeup looks on Monday and then comparing it to Friday, the changes in my face.
That's my reality but I want to change that and get, at least some of the time, to the first list in this post.
I know I can.