Yesterday I had a conversation with my bestie and I remember saying to her and thinking to myself that "there is always something."
There is always something to worry about or occupy our mind.
When we are single, we want to be in a relationship.
When we are in a relationship, we want to make sure the relationship is nurtured and grows.
If it is not the relationship, it is something else. Babies, fertility, infertility. Jobs, love it, hate it, searching, growing, finding one's place.
Or it is finances, expenses, expected, unexpected, big ones, small ones, scary ones. Or it is health, our families, sickness.
I feel it is so rare that we are just in a state of complete content. Where nothing bothers. Where everything just runs in complete equilibrium.
And maybe that is comforting to know that everyone usually has something that isn't super ideal. Everyone has an area they want to improve, worry about, do better. And what appears doesn't always mean it is so. That's also something to remember.
Sometimes I look at people and think "Damn, they have it all together" and then I think to myself that they probably think the same of me and hello, if they peeled a layer back, it really isn't so.
No one has the perfect life.
I'd like to have it sometimes just for like A MONTH or two :) That would be great.